Even tho I can’t be with them, this is the reason I created this.
I never wanted kids……but now that I have these two beautiful, pure and innocent gifts I would never want it any other way……They give me a reason to get up every morning, to not give up and try my best to give a good account of my self.
It hasn’t been an easy road. Lawyers, judges, a vindictive ex wife who just won’t “let it go.”…. I’m sure many of you can relate. So now, 5 years after the final orders in the divorce it hasn’t gotten ANY better……a couple of college educations in lawyers fees and endless months of pain and anguish I’m no better off than I was then….sad but true…..
The only thing good that came out of all this is that it made me embark on the journey I am on. I WAS A MISERABLE BASTARD for about the last 6 years of my marriage. I got married because I thought it “was the right thing to do.” Now I know different…….